life is running in such a way that I wont understanding what is happening , I tried to hard to fulfill my dreams, I want success at any condition, for that I want to do any thing but I tried to do it but I was unable to perform it well something is their which is holding me back. I could say that I did not want to be able to give it a name, but I did not think it was 5 years ago that I did not get my dream for a dream. I did not get it satisfied yet. I got to know that I was able to go to the book, but I did not know what to do, but I did not know how much I would have liked him. when tried to do every thing which I can, I feel something is not good may be that was my ego or weakness of my emotions which makes unable to perform it. now I find the solution which could be make to fulfill both work.